Wrong Time

I wish i could wake up with my face nuzzled into your chest. I wish i could feel the warmth of your breath flowing down my face. I wish i could hear the slow, rhythmic thumps of your heart on your chest. For a moment, it could feel so perfect once again.I know that someday I will love again. But I’m not going to sit around and wait impatiently for that day to come. I’m not going to rush into yet another relationship that isn’t going to last, just because he smiled at me and gave me butterflies. I’m going to live life to the fullest, and appreciate the little things in life.

To this day I still don’t know what to believe, and I still don’t know if I made the right decision. There is a part of me that hopes one day you will find me again, and that you will never let me go.

One day, the wait will be worth it.